Sunday, August 24, 2008
Friday, August 22, 2008
i miss my old me....... i dunno where have i go.....i wanna go back today there is no pain, only happiness.....
still fresh in my mind the day we spend our time... studying, 'lepaking'...... just talking... with nothing bother us....... no work, no assignment, no presentation... no nothing..............
oupa..... i don't know what will happen with our family... such a big family but separate very far.......... never want it to happen but that is life... people always said that whatever happens... life must go on.... now i know it's easy to say than doing it......
Rya...... now u r one of kyrez that is far from all of our eyes but always near to our hearts...... u must be different than what i'm thinking now... i always picture you just like the last time we spend our time together... playing, laughing, gossiping.... u must be more mature now.... til the day we meet again......
Monday, August 18, 2008
by the way i cannot say everything that happen yesterday... no specific details(i'm working right now)..... so... i'll show pictures of the day for all to view......
while waiting PaaN......Smile (^_^)
There he comes!!!! CONGRATULATION!!!!!! can't stop saying it.... congratulation!!!!!
Saturday, August 16, 2008
- k.long will buy 'ayam golek'
- me......cook rice
- o.said prepare drinks
- others - just make sure they are there(b.u. house) before mom and dad arrive!!!
p/s: sorry o.said....... i forgot to tell you bout our surprise party for dad..... thank God.... you eventually arrive just in time, just few minutes before mom and dad arrive....
and k.ancak...... bluf us by saying dad is coming.... but the truth is, o.said is actually arrived!!!!!
well the party go on quite well....
but, we all have know that dad know we are making a party for him!!! it's all becoz.... habib trustfully ask dad "abah, abib nak gi silat tak nak gi pegi majlis malam nie, bleh tak???"
(actually we all have mention about our secret surprise to him... and he innocently open it up widely!!!
HAHHAHAHHAHHA..... becoz of him, our surprise party is not a suprise anymore....
and some other reason that make it not a surprise anymore is:
- dad know it is his BIRTHDAY...(for sure we will make a party!)
- i does not wanna go home with him....he think there is something sneaky i wanna do, like buying present....(the truth is, i didn't even think to buy a present for him.....i do have a lot work by that time....!!!)
- for sure, habib's innocence question!!!!
- although we have hide our sandals and shoes........(a good thing) BUT, we all forgot to park our car far from home.....(bad thing)... and GUESS WHAT.... he recognize all of our family cars!!!!
well.... anyway.... dad is happy coz all of us gather at home for his memorable birthday!!!!
it's not easy for us to gather together...... only eiman and o.khalid are not in the party.
eiman at johor and o.khalid at kuantan....
during the party, muadz (k.long son) loudly said that o.said take k.long phone during k.ancak engagement.....(k.long phone is lost, and muadz remember that o.said take it from him....while the truth is o.said did even take it.....hahahha) Muadz keep saying the same phase "PAK TEH YANG AMIK HANDPHONE MAMA!!"
ANYWAY, all of it have turn out GOOD (^_^)!!!
that it for yesterday.... maybe there is some here and there i forgot to mention.... but, it is a memory, right...??? ta... gud nite....
ORA (heheh my KYREZ name)
erm.... let me see....... owh... i remember.... yesterday morning.... my boss ( i will call her 'ma'....) is not in... becoz she still sick.... and my other boss (i will call him 'pa'....) have to handle a kindergarden that purchase our education packages....
p/s: Please don't think anything when i use the word 'ma' and 'pa' for my boss.... i just don't wanna them think i publicize them.... and more.... no one like their privacy being explore, right?
so, by the way... pa have to handle the kindergarden, while me have to make sure all of the things needed for the kindergarden (like their worksheet, animals out from exhibit for educational animals up close class, magicpens, boards, Orangutan soft toy and etc.....) is enough and ready for the day..... so, in order to make this thing works, i actaully have to go back and forth from education to Children World (place where the class is done).... bring all the things back to education when it is finish (but with help from the volunteer).... Thank you volunteer for the day........
since it was friday, our break is early... but i just 'tapau' coz i don't have friends to eat with (nina, zurin, fara off that day).... before i 'tapau', i have to done 3 things which is...... give memo to the Guard House, take e-mail letter from Ticket Counter, and meet with Customer Service for confirmation draft signage..... after all is done, then i go and pack my lunch......
after our break...., dasha(practical student) come and give us chocolate... since it is her last day at zoo as a practical student.... she give me Beryl's chocolate..... Thank You dasha!!!! You noe i will misses all of the practical student here!!!!!.......argh.......!!!!!!
then, it is time for me to be totally busy.... i have to make signage for tomorrow event..... which is Kid's Carnival!!!!! a lot of signage is ordered by Cuatomer Service...... But i manage to done all of it!!!!
Dad actually is waiting for me outside zoo for me... but since i'm busy, dad go hoe first.... so, i decided to go to brother house walking..... let me tell you ya..... when i on the road... i actually faster than the cars on the road.... heavy jam!!!! everyone wanna go back to their 'kampung', since it is SchoolHoliday!!!!
on my way, i decided to buy cake for dad(as a surprise!).... then i call k.fatanah.... (i didn't realize she sms me....) i tell her bout the plan... and she agree.... after i buy the cake.... i wait for k.fatanah to pick me up at Giant...!!!! while waiting..... i call all my brothers and sisters...(eiman,k.long,ancak,o.khalid) eiman and ancak forgot that that day is dad birthday....!!!!
i think i will
Thursday, August 14, 2008
time does pass away fast...
lots have been forgotten and meanwhile that will never be forgotten....
oh well...... looks like i'll be back to sarawak again soon... well actually i do wanna go back there...but, at the same time i really don't want to.!!!!! part of my heart wanna stay here... and part of it wanna go there.. understand what i'm saying....???
it's have been..... erm.... i guess 2 month almost 3 month i have been doing my practical at Zoo Negara (the truth..... that is the best place ever)!!! i dont wanna leave zoo negara... y??? i also don't noe why!!!! but i think maybe because of my fragile heart love animal so soo sooo much.
there are a lots of memories there... i still remember when arapaima(it's a fish) died..... i cry...... i was very sad until i actually ..... cannot do any work at all.... i was suppose to handle volunteer (coz my boss have to take pic of the death arapaima) that morning.... but, at last i ask others to take my place.... hahahha... when i think about it again..... quite funny..... i don't really think i'm an emotional person.... maybe i do.... when it comes to animal.....
there is also time where both of my boss are not in (coz sick and annual leave)... only me and nina (another prctical student).... we have to survive for the day handling the works.... which is not easy to handle.....
- we have to handle volunteer....
- i have to make sure that tomorrow is going to be on schedule (since my boss sick (she lose her voice) so, she cannot handle a school trip that have book an education package...(suppose to be handle by me, but i have to take a day off)... so, i have to cancel the package, but still we will give a tour for them.... and nina is the person in charge for that... i just have to make sure that the train is book for them, the loud haler is taken from customer service and call the school and apologize......
- make sure no problem occur for the whole day.....
but, what i cannot forget on that day is when we going to take our break..... volunteer's teacher call us to be with them for the last time before they go back to their school.. they thanks us for accept them for day... they also give us souvenir on behalf of their school and we take pictures at the main entrance.... for the first time in my life i feel like a staff at zoo negara.... wow..... such a moment ya..... hahhaha......
today i stay home.... this is the day when my mom gone forever...(but still alive in my heart)
I LOVE YOU MOM!!!!!
2.30 a.m. 14 august 2003
i still cannot forget the moment....
to make it even worst, my dad birthday is on the following day.. and my older sister birthaday also on the same month.(17th august)
there is more this year my 2nd sister decide to engage on 08.08.08..... beautiful....
i cannot forget all of these date.... can i?
i don't wanna remember all of these date.... if i can just make it go away....if i can.... i'll do....
it's not like i dont have mom.... my dad married 2 years after she pass away...
but whoever have lost a mom and got another one.... u noe what i meant right???
there is differences... although the new mom also have their own sons and daughters....
the differences will at always be there....
now, i'm think what happen at zoo? i so addicted to zoo until even when it was my off day i still miss zoo so much... like tomorrow never come.... hahahha..... funnie....the feeling is so strong, o noe?
part of kyrez on ancak engagement day 08.08.08!!!
vee, i'm sory... everytime we try to plan for a day for us together.... there will always other commitment taht we have to fulfill....maybe some other day ya....??
i miss my kyrez a lot.....
we all have been separate so far...
ora(me)- KL(off day on weekday)
vee-utm KL (holiday on weekend)
erika-australia(further study with her husband and coming child)
rya-cairo(further study in medic)
hope one day we all can meet again there in kelantan, che' house....
*ALL BOUT' A LADY*
When a LADY is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a LADY is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
When a LADY looks at you with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a LADY answer "I'M FINE" after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine.
When a LADY stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.
When a LADY lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a LADY calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
When a LADY sms's you everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once.
When a LADY says "I LOVE YOU",
She means it.
When a LADY says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a LADY says "I MISS YOU",
No one in this world can miss you more than her....