look at your past...

amazing how we still surviving this world... lots happened... good thing and bad thing.... we have passed all of it... remarkable... don't you think so???

I've got my driving license... but still... there will be someone, someone, and amazingly that particular someone won't allow me to drive.... weird... isn't it???

finished my diploma... congratulation to me... now going to further my study to degree... as people say... 'money will always be the reason...' some said that with money we can do anything. some also said, money can't buy happiness... but, most important point to remember, money does give u happiness in a certain way... for instance, of course u'll be happy when u get what u want ( material things)... that can make us happy, don't it? but, for the sense of belonging is another hard part to achieve... coz it wont happen with that thing called money. so, back to the point, i need money to further my study... hahaha.... everyone have that problem...

think back at my past do give me some sort of picture what kind of gurl i'm..... most obvious one would be...' never accept poeple who won't make a change... i mean positive changes'. they know they are wrong but, however they wont admit it thier fault... blame it on others.... thus, others also admitted thier wrongs and make changes, but, they still won't change.... in conclusion... why bother to care when they wont make a different at all and make others feel bad as if it's our fault only...... mind as well i just follow what they do, so, they know how it's feel... by the way... i'm looking at this particular person that totally perfect to my description of 'they'. hate this person very much....

there is this one stupid condition that my father put on me. 'no driving license, u can't get married' stupid huh??? but, looking at a good side, it is true, regarding few matter. but, does it necessary to give me that particular condition for me? actually i just dont feel like driving during that time... thus i said i dont want to drive.... i know it is needed in the future, just dont feel to do it back at that time.

though, there is good memory, having fun at sabah with my freind is the best of all in my 3 years of studying over the sea. hahaha... everyday for the whole 3 day in sabah is all about the water. hotspring, water rafting, and beaches. nice. hope to go there again.


from the desk of my father's office,
truly me....