...always in my heart...

I wish you were here always
Always be by my side
Forget all your mistakes
I’ll do it if you want
Don’t ask me to do all this
Lying is not my style
Pretending we’re okay
Pretending we are none

Oh I wish I am always
Always in your heart
Forget all my mistakes
Please do it if you want
Don’t ask me to do all this
Lying not my style
Pretending we are close
And erasing all of us

I hope you know that you’re always
Always in my heart
I forgive all your mistakes
I hope you forgive mine
You’re in my heart always
My heart is all of you
So forget all you want
So forget if you want…

But I will always take you in
Even if you fall down
There’s no one deserve me
No one else but one....

-ora-

wish you were here

I can be tough

I can be strong

But with you, it's not like that at all

And I remember all those little things you said

You're left them running through my head

You're always there you everywhere

But right now i wish you were here

All those crazy things we did

Didn't think about it, just went with it

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now i wish you were here

Damn, damn, damn

What would i do to have you

Here, here, here

I wish you were here

damn, damn, damn

what would i do to have you

near, near, near

i wish you were here

I love the way you are

That's who I am, don't have to try hard

We always say, say like it is

But the truth is that I really miss

No, I don't want to let go

I just want to let you know

That I never want to let go

Let go, let go, let go...

Pastry and Serving and Kitchen + Buses Outing......

"Bachelor in Science Study (HONOUR) Tourism Management - Minor Hotel"

Owh.... did i translate it correctly??? Ooo well in Malay would be, "Ijazah sarjana Muda Sains (KEPUJIAN) Pengurusan Pelancongan - Minor Hotel"...... This is what i'm taking right now... for 2 year... (hoping no extend2.....) Trying to life in in this university is not as easy as i thought.... However, i really like taking minor hotel courses.... not as i seem... but exceed my expectation....

Learned bout serving, do pastry, cooked in kitchen (* oh well... all In The Correct Manner) also learned how to use buses and also commuters. *although only go to Mid Valley, it can be consider ok right now, at this time saying...

My promise: lots of picture from all of these classes... that will be my achievement and also my great memory....

Never Though

HUHU..... never thought have to stand and cook for 6 hours (plus.... clean the kitchen also)....

Huhu.... never ever thought have to stand and serve people like in a restaurant.... plus, we also have to find customer for our serving class.......

Never Ever In My Life I Would Come Across With Serving...... Every week is the greatest memory (*although quite tiring... that is serving) no matter how long it is, when you have interest in it... it doesn't feel that long...

Enjoy picture-seeing in here ya....(mixes of my pastry, kitchen, serving and buses outing)

Appertizer : Breaded King Prawn with Tar Tar Sauce

Cooking Session : I'm the supervisor + camera lady...

Main Course: Sirlion Steak with Black Pepper Sauce accompanied with Fries and selected Sauteed Vegetables

Pastry TIME : the 1st class.... full of anxiety and not knowing + confusion.

Serving Class : Learning to serve with actual meals.... hungriness.....

Buses Outing : Waiting for bus forever more unseen

Buses Outing : With my closes friend....

Buses Outing : Tatiana+me+Nuridah

Pastry Session : Hot Hot Soft Roll out from massive oven

Pastry Session : Fruit Platter in proses

Pastry Session : Phone Picture-Seeing Time while waiting dough rise

Pastry Session : Finished Fruit Platter-ing

look at your past...

amazing how we still surviving this world... lots happened... good thing and bad thing.... we have passed all of it... remarkable... don't you think so???

I've got my driving license... but still... there will be someone, someone, and amazingly that particular someone won't allow me to drive.... weird... isn't it???

finished my diploma... congratulation to me... now going to further my study to degree... as people say... 'money will always be the reason...' some said that with money we can do anything. some also said, money can't buy happiness... but, most important point to remember, money does give u happiness in a certain way... for instance, of course u'll be happy when u get what u want ( material things)... that can make us happy, don't it? but, for the sense of belonging is another hard part to achieve... coz it wont happen with that thing called money. so, back to the point, i need money to further my study... hahaha.... everyone have that problem...

think back at my past do give me some sort of picture what kind of gurl i'm..... most obvious one would be...' never accept poeple who won't make a change... i mean positive changes'. they know they are wrong but, however they wont admit it thier fault... blame it on others.... thus, others also admitted thier wrongs and make changes, but, they still won't change.... in conclusion... why bother to care when they wont make a different at all and make others feel bad as if it's our fault only...... mind as well i just follow what they do, so, they know how it's feel... by the way... i'm looking at this particular person that totally perfect to my description of 'they'. hate this person very much....

there is this one stupid condition that my father put on me. 'no driving license, u can't get married' stupid huh??? but, looking at a good side, it is true, regarding few matter. but, does it necessary to give me that particular condition for me? actually i just dont feel like driving during that time... thus i said i dont want to drive.... i know it is needed in the future, just dont feel to do it back at that time.

though, there is good memory, having fun at sabah with my freind is the best of all in my 3 years of studying over the sea. hahaha... everyday for the whole 3 day in sabah is all about the water. hotspring, water rafting, and beaches. nice. hope to go there again.


from the desk of my father's office,
truly me....

YEAH!!! MANDU! MANDU

until the end of this year i'll be totally busy.... i just got back from sarawak...
i have done my presentation and submit all forms and report... and now it turn for me to take my license..... hope i pass it with brilliant color.... hehehhe.....
i hope i can finish my story..... but, i guess it will take time... maybe when i have my own laptop or pc... maybe by then i can continue my story...
today , i'll go to kelantan... where i'll do my lisence.... grandma can't wait for me... i just got back on 7 nov... and now is 9 nov, i already have to go there.... plus, i also excited to go there...
by 19 nov i'll be transit back to kl for my brother wedding... then on 24 i'll go back to kelantan again, continue my lesson, then on 19 december i'll come back to kl again, for my sister and my brother wedding... fuh... lots of work to be done... i must get my license by the end of this year.... yeah......!!!!!! I mUsT!!!! GaMbAtE ne.......!!!!

now, i'm at my brother house.... waiting for my bus on 9.30 pm. Uncle sam will send me to the Hentian Putra bus station....

ow... by the way... muadz call me 'mama cha' now.... huhuhu.... like it....

da...jane... bye.....

In My Mind!!!!

yesterday i'm suppose i have to write in this blog, but, i have something else to do....
i have this kind of things happen in my mind that i cannot really explain.... it happen slowly and then it develops into a big picture... its like a scene pass by another scene.... and from there it develops into a story... it is quite insane at a time when i thing of it.... but, maybe this the time to make a change... maybe the impossible can be possible if we try, right? So, however, i have start type it... but then i stop... coz i'm very tired... 4 hours i have been typing from 12 til 4.30 a.m.... hahhaa.... can u imagine... typing the impossible for 4 5 hours without stoping...??? typing as if it is really happen in my life... in real life....

Dhabitah Tag Me!

Question 1: What were you doing 5 years ago?
Answer : If i'm not mistaken.... on 2003 is the start of my Hell World.......... ok, i'm in form 3, i'm facing PMR by that time... but.... i'm not studying..... instead i'm doing something else..... since now is Oct 2008, so i bet on Oct 2003..... i'm loafing and enjoying my Hell World with my friends.....!!!!! that's the truth....!!!!

Question 2: What are the 5 things on your to-do list today?
Answer :
1. Finish my report
2. Things to buy list
3. Prepare breakfast for dad
4. Clean the house
5. Prepare for my transfer to ancak's house

Question 3: What are the 5 snacks that you enjoy?
Answer : Okey..... truly i'm a health and food cautious person.... so basically i don't eat any junk food or snacks that i feel not good for my body......so here we go.....
1. Selected Cadbury chocolate....(maybe once in a month)
2. Pecal (vegetables that being boil for a while)
3. Fruits.....(a lot of it)
4. Yogurt.....( no added flavour)
5. Maggi asam laksa........ (also once in a month.... or when i think of it.... which is not everyday, but added with vegetables, eggs, meats, etc...)

Question 4: What are the 5 things that you would do if you were a billionaire?
Answer : we only can dream for the impossible..... so if the impossible become possible.... so this is my answer..........
1. Built a house for us Kyrez
2. Go for umrah and hajj
3. Built a house for dad
4. Go travel with my lovely husband......when i have one....hahha..
5. Truly i'm fanatic with Japan.... so i wanna built a house in Japan and meet with selected Japanese people (Gackt, Kame)

Question 5: What are the 5 jobs you've had?
Answer : Not work but studying but, done my practical... can it be count?
1. Education officer...(practical only)
2. Student.... it is the hardest job.....!
3. Waitress and chef in a restaurant......
4. PLKN....... don't even ask about it......
5. Decent daughter...........don't say anything....

OK...finally the 5 lucky people that hopefully will continue this tag:
Answer : em...... still new in this blog stuff..... so...,
1. Iman Elora
2. Viviana Vox
3. Erika Sofea
4. Rya Sophylea
5. Akira